Think of me.

Here are some 30 random things:

30) i am always cold. and always seem to find guys that are always warm. just means they make the best cuddle buddies. cause then i can lay next to them and get warm and they can lay next to me and cool off ๐Ÿ˜€

29) i want to get a bikini now and start wearing it this summer, i’ve become more comfortable with my body more now after i’ve had landon that i was before

28) i tend to get jealous easily of girls looks, girls lucky with guys, pretty much anything pretty easily

27) which then leads to me having low self esteem more times than high. but, i pretend like i don’t care what people think about me.

26) i hate running out of cigarettes. but, i love the feeling you get after you haven’t had one for a couple days and then you do. ๐Ÿ˜€

25) i can’t wait to turn 21. i get tired of people always telling me that i am young. or a youngin. or whatever you wanna call it.

24) i have more secrets than your/your sister’s diary. and sometimes i over share them

23) i would love someone if they came and hung out with me and brought me some food at night. ๐Ÿ˜€

22) i’ve never been arrested, never been in a halfway house, never been in a home for troubled teens, whatever, but i always wondered why my mom didn’t send me. always wondered what it would have been like.

21) i remember staying up late with my little sister watching a show called “**********” or something like that on my dad’s tv in Conrad

20) i am debating about getting my ears gauged a little bit.

19) i getย frustratedย because other people can get piercings and i have a stupid allergy to metal, so they usually get rejected… I miss all my piercings.

18) i am not the best kid, so make sure you’re kids don’t wanna be like me or that i am not their role model

17) i love finding random quotes. i want to take tons of them and put them on canvases and cover my house in them when i finally get a place

16) planning on getting a tattoo this week, just not sure which one first.

15) i probably have too many tattoos picked out and not enough room. probably have to make some into paintings. ๐Ÿ˜€

14) patrick!! ๐Ÿ˜› got me craving taco bell now. ๐Ÿ˜ฆ

13) i feel like an ice cube right now

12) i love little kid toys. i would love to have a room fun of little kid toys and be able to sit in there all day long some days

11) i wish i could have tried modeling at some point in time. or been giving a good singing voice, but i will remember to use what god gave me and do my best.

 

10) i feel like the s****yest christian in the world most days… and some days i wonder if i could even be considered one.

9) i would really like to move… but, i am almost too scared to. and i am not sure i’ll ever be able to, plus, can’t afford it. ๐Ÿ˜€

8) i don’t like guys who play girls. i often then boys are stupid. and i know, wait for the men… but, i still think a lot of them are stupid, but i fall hard for the stupid ones. and get hurt in the end

7) swearing boys off for another year. ๐Ÿ˜€ or more… Until after next Christmas

6) I love the boys that are there to help you heal and deal with stuff… even though they can definitely be confusing. ๐Ÿ˜€ (Facing Love Addiction, Cutting, etc…)

5) I can’t wait to find “Mr. Right” from god. and settle down and start my own “family”. don’t get me wrong, i love landon, he is my world and my family. but, sometimes, you need a little more

4) i think about blocking some numbers…

3) i hate girls and guys aren’t treated equally

2) i hate hurting people.. but, sometimes i also hate caring so much

1) i’m a b**** at times, i steal, i lie, i curse, i am imperfect… but, most importantly, i am me.

 

Alliz, when you come up here… We all need to get some therapy. ๐Ÿ˜€


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