I love how you think you can pop in and out of our lives whenever you want to! I, honestly, don’t know what to tell you… Sigh. I can’t keep doing this. Make up your freaking mind. You disappear for 6 months. And then pop back in as if nothing has happened. I am not going to do this. We’re finally getting our lives together, some stability. So, either stay in  or get out. AH! Just disappear for all I care, but make up your mind. He deserves better!!! So, do it!

Gotta go. Need to go get some cigarettes or cook or do something somewhat productive, instead of sitting here and bitchy. Sorry, kiddos. Just need to vent.