To my family, I leave my thoughts and love.
To my friends, I thank you for standing by.
To my sister and best friend, Shava, I love you. And miss you.
To Skot, you will always be that one person, who helped me.
To them both, you two changed me. Maybe it took me this long to realize it, but you two are amazing people! And I will never forget you!! I love you both so much.
I feel terrible because it hasn’t even hit this year. I didn’t cry a tear. I realize what happened and I hate it, but I can’t seem to cry and let anything out… I am sorry friends and family. I guess I just feel like shit cause I am here. And I am managing to actually live without them. It’s crazy…
Any way, gonna go enjoy the rest of the day… All 10 minutes of it. Night.