All things must…

“Come to an end.” Is that what you were thinking? Well, yes–in some cases, that is true. However, I am not sure that is what happens, I believe that it is simply a new chapter, a different path. Although, an end makes another beginning…

See, this week, I was removed from several projects. I thought this freelancing thing was my ticket to helping my family and making some big bucks. I had it figured out where I could make $500 easily this month alone from writing. However, my skills obviously aren’t that great. It’s disheartening. I was told and was moments from tears as I believe I had failed my family. I was feeling much like a big loser. But, they mentioned how I seemed to have a good handle on media sites & I feel like I do. I enjoy them. It’s quick and easy but, growing a page is important. I am not a fan of some of the rules that we can and can’t do—I feel that is a barricade blocking our potential to grow the page but, I will do what I can. But, back to begins removed, that loser who failed–well, I am not that. I felt like it at that moment but, realized that maybe, maybe I am not meant to write so much as a freelancer. I enjoy writing as a hobby. I feel like I can be good at it if I am not forced to write about… Well, stupid stuff. Not saying that it is stupid stuff, just stuff I couldn’t normally do. After feeling like a loser and my eyes feeling with tears, I was reminded that by the beginning of this year, I will be in charge of half of this states Qpon Lady’s business! That’s right—little 22 year old girl like me is going to be teaching people how to coupon and save money. I will be teaching hundreds of employees, possibly thousands of large company employees how to save money. If you’re on state assistance, in my state, chances are pretty good you’ll see me in the next year.

Getting removed from freelancing was God’s way of saying that I don’t need to write for a living, I need to just keep it as a hobby and enjoy it. I am not sure what I’ll be doing about the Freelancing course. But, perhaps I’ll finish it in order to use it with running my webpage for Qpon Lady. I am very excited for all of this to take place!

2 thoughts on “All things must…

    1. That they do. I got removed from one Thursday and one yesterday–I about lost it. I was trying to hard not to bawl. But, things work out.

      God really does know when you can’t handle any more.

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