Depression is a B*tch

It has been a rough day. I self-sabotaged and got myself all worked up and wanting to skip work. I wanted to call out, work from home, something. But, I sucked it up and went in.

Work was quiet, so I started watching TV and then figured I would try to do some more self help reading—or self growth. But, let me tell you, after getting a little too intoxicated this weekend, that was a mistake.

I started reading and instantly just felt so drained. I watch some more Netflix, posted a few other blogs, but honestly, my soul is having an off day.

They happen from time to time. Even with being on “happy pills” I still have I am not myself day here and there. Today was definitely one of those days. Continue reading “Depression is a B*tch”

Sailor’s Mouth…

I am supposed to be working right now but, my brain is on overload so here it is…

I have failed the Orange Rhino Challenge miserably! I keep snapping at children and I hate, hate effin’ hate it! I am not an angry person by any means–or at least, I don’t think so but, I overwhelm myself… I have edited a ton of articles trying to get them in the PERFECT format for a client and I have 5 other articles that need to be written. I have another 7 articles that I would like to write today but, seeing as I have about 1.5 hours until people are going to be home, I feel like I NEED to clean–dishes, laundry, trash, etc. I had such a huge list of stuff that I was going to do… And it’s not happening. Well, it is but, not as fast as I wanted.

  1. Edit 5 (turned out to be 9) articles
  2. Dishes
  3. Bake
  4. Trash
  5. Recycling
  6. Laundry
  7. Write 7 to be caught up
  8. Write 4 to get ahead
  9. Manage Facebook Pages
  10. Clean up Living room
  11. Lunch
  12. Make dinner

I haven’t even had lunch… Ugh! This whole day has involved biting my tongue A LOT because I’ll I can think are swear words…

Okay. Feeling a little bit better but, have  lots to do so, need to run–been thinking a lot about blogging and need to be sure to keep time for it. It’s my sanity at the moment.

 

Hey–that’s my weakness… Trying to overstretch myself. I assume I can do too much because I want to do certain things but, I want to do other things for other people… Ugh! Well, at least Week 4 of 5 months of Blogging for a Purpose FINALLY got figured out, lol.

Okay–work time.